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Later.
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When the count left me, I went to my room.
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I looked out of my window and I saw the count.
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He was climbing out of his window.
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Then he climbed down the cliff.
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He wasn't climbing like a man.
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He was climbing like an animal.
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Then he disappeared into a gap in the cliff.
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The 15th of May.
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Tonight I saw the count go out of his window again.
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Again, he climbed down the cliff like an animal.
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I watched him go.
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I picked up my lamp.
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I went to look around the castle some more.
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This time I went to new places, places that I know the count goes.
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A lot of the doors were locked.
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Then on one corridor I found a door which wasn't locked.
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It was difficult to open, but I pushed it hard.
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The room inside was very light.
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There were no curtains at the window.
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The moon lit the room brightly.
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Now here I am in this room writing my diary.
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I like this room more than my room.
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It doesn't feel like a prison.
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Later.
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The morning of the 16th of May.
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I finished writing my diary and put it in my pocket.
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Then I felt sleepy.
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I lay down on the sofa and went to sleep.
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I had a horrible dream.
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At least I hope it was all a dream.
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It seemed so real to me.
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I was in the room asleep.
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There were three young women.
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They came towards me.
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Two of them were dark.
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They looked very like the count.
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They had red eyes and long sharp noses.
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The third was blonde.
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All three of them had very white teeth and very red lips.
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I thought their lips were beautiful.
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I wanted them to kiss me.
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Then the blonde woman came towards me.
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She came to kiss me.
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She licked her lips.
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She showed me her teeth.
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She had teeth like the count.
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Teeth like a dog.
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I could hear her breathing near me.
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I could feel her teeth on my neck.
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I waited.
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Then suddenly I heard the count.
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He pulled the woman away.
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His eyes were on fire.
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He was very angry.
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He shouted at the women.
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"'Have that!'' he said.
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He threw a bag on the floor.
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Something or some one inside the bag cried.
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I woke up in my own bed.
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Maybe it was a dream.
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Or maybe the count carried me here.
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My clothes are in the wardrobe, but not in their usual place.
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My watch has stopped.
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I usually check it before bed.
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There are other small things too, but my diary is still here.
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It's still in my pocket.
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So perhaps it's my imagination.
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The 19th of May.
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I went down to look at the room in daylight.
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I want to know the truth.
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The door was locked from the inside.
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Now I don't think it was a dream.
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I think the women wanted my blood.
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I'm definitely in trouble.
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Last night the count asked me to write three letters.
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He told me to put different dates on them.
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He told me what to write.
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In one, I said that my work is nearly finished and that I'm coming home soon.
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In the second, I said that I'm leaving tomorrow.
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In the third letter, I said that I'm now at Bistritz.
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I dated the letters June 12th, June 19th, and June 29th.
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Now I know.
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I must die before June 29th.
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The 28th of May.
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There's a chance of escape.
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Some workers have come to the castle.
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They're camping outside.
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I must write some letters.
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Perhaps the workmen will post them for me.
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I wrote two letters.
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One to Mr. Hawkins and one to Meena.
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I wrote Meena's in shorthand.
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I'm sure the count can't read shorthand.
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Then I put them around some money.
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I threw them to the workers.
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One of the workers took off his hat.
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He smiled.
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Then about five minutes later, the count came in.
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He was holding the letters.
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They were open.
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He looked at me.
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He was angry.
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Then he threw the letters into the fire.
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He left the room and closed the door.
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He locked the door behind him.
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Now I'm a prisoner in my room, as well as in the castle.
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I went to bed.
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I was very tired.
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The 31st of May.
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This morning I looked in my bag for paper and envelopes.
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They were missing.
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I looked in my wardrobe and my traveling clothes weren't there.
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My big coat is also missing.
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All my useful things are missing.
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All the things which I use for to me outside the castle.
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What's going to happen to me?
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The 17th of June.
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Earlier today I was sitting on my bed.
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I heard a sound of horses outside.
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I looked out of my window.
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There was a team of horses there.
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They were pulling a cart.
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There were a lot of long wooden boxes on the cart.
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Two workers were taking the boxes off the cart.
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The boxes looked like coffins.
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Then the workers went away.
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Later they came back with more boxes.
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The 24th of June, before morning.
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Last night the count left me early.
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He went to his room and locked the door.
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I went to the window.
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I looked for him.
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After about half an hour I saw the count.
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He was wearing my traveling clothes.
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He was carrying that horrible bag.
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He wants people to see me in the town.
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He wants people to see me posting letters.
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He wants people to see me doing bad things.
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Everyone is going to think I am bad.
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Later I woke up.
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I heard wolves howling.
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I heard the count in his room.
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I also heard someone crying in his room.
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Was it a child?
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Then I looked outside.
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There was a woman there.
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She saw me at the window.
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Give me my child.
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You monster.
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Give me my child.
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She screamed.
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She was crying.
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The count called out of his window.
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Suddenly hundreds of wolves appeared.
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The woman screamed again.
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The wolves licked their lips.
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Then they attacked her.
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Now she was dead.
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Like her child.
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The 25th of June.
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I never see the count during the day.
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I always see him at night.
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Why is he always awake at night?
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Perhaps he sleeps during the day.
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I need to find some keys to the castle.
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Perhaps I can climb the cliffs like the count.
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Perhaps I can climb into his room.
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I'm going to try today.
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Same day later.
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I'm back in my room.
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I did it.
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I climbed into the count's room.
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It was empty.
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I looked for the keys.
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The keys to the castle and to the count's room.
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I didn't find them.
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Behind a door there were some stairs.
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I went down the stairs.
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They were dark.
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They went outside.
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They went to a graveyard.
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It was near an old chapel.
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In the graveyard there were a lot of the wooden boxes.
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The same wooden boxes from the cart.
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There were 50 of them.
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All of them were full of earth.
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I looked inside the boxes.
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In one of them I saw the count.
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Was he dead?
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Was he asleep?
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It was impossible to say.
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His eyes were open, but he didn't look dead.
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His face wasn't cold.
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It was warm.
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His face was pale, but it was always pale.
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His lips were very red.
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I still didn't know.
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Was he dead or was he asleep?
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It was horrible.
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I ran back to the count's room.
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I climbed back to my room.
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I was very frightened.
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The 29th of June.
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The 29th of June, the same date as my third letter.
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The last of the three letters the count told me to write.
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The count is going to England tomorrow.
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He says I can leave tomorrow too.
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But why can't I go tonight?
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I asked the count.
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He opened the front door of the castle.
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Of course you can go.
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He said, go now.
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I looked out of the door.
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There were hundreds of wolves outside.
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They were howling at me.
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I couldn't leave.
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Later I heard the count.
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He was talking to the three women.
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Tomorrow.
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You will have everything tomorrow, my lovely.
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He said.
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So tomorrow is my last day.
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I must escape.
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I can't go tonight.
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But I'll try to climb down the cliffs tomorrow.
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The 30th of June, morning.
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This morning there's a lot of noise.
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The workers are putting the boxes onto carts.
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There are a lot of horses.
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The count is leaving.
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My room is locked.
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I'm a prisoner here.
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I must try to climb the cliffs.
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Meena, I hope I see you again.
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If you find this diary, remember me.
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I love you very much.
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Let her from Miss Meena Murray to Miss Lucy Westonra, the ninth of May.
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Dear Lucy, how are you?
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I'm fine.
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I'm studying a lot at the moment.
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I'm learning to write in shorthand and I want to help Jonathan with his work.
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I'm also learning to use a typewriter.
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I'm now quite good.
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When Jonathan and I are married, I can type his work for him.
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I had a letter from him yesterday.
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He's coming back soon.
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He's writing a diary.
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I'm going to write a diary too.
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A lot of people say it's very good for you.
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They say it helps your memory.
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I'm really looking forward to seeing you.
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I've never been to Whitby, but I love the sea and I love the sea air.
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Tell me everything when you write to me.
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I haven't had any news from you for a long time.
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I've heard some stories about a tall handsome man.
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Who is he?
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Right soon, love Meena.
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Let her from Lucy Westonra to Meena Murray, Wednesday.
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Dear Meena, thank you for your letter.
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Yes, you're right.
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There is a tall handsome man.
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His name's Mr. Arthur Homewood.
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We go out together sometimes.
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Sometimes he comes to our house.
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Mother likes him a lot.
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Oh, Meena, I think I love him.
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And I think he loves me.
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Please don't tell anyone, write to me soon.
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You are my best friend in the world.
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Love, Lucy.